Fate.
Long time no see hor people, just in case if u are wondering where am I and what I am doing... I am currently serving NS, in Specialist Cadet School, training to become a Sergeant LOL, it's because they need commanders ba, so I am one of the choosen ones to become Sergeant lor lols.
Life here isn't that bad actually (as you can see, I am blogging now lol), just that there are times that the schedule is so packed that I don't even have the time to do anything at all haiz.
But the problem is that, no matter how slack or how difficult the ns life is, I still need to spend 2 years here... I can only say that... I had lost a lot since I am in army haiz, the value of the loss had exeeded 2 years of my life already...
I don't know why, but I am continuing to have difficulties dealing with my parents haiz... still have the feeling of them 'selling' me to the army, I feel betrayed lo, but this feeling will go away as time goes by d... can't blame them forever de ma, but just need time ba.
Other than that, the timing of ns life really make me lost the chance liao. But I was the one who didn't make use of the opportunity when I was given, close to success, but late liao, so I can't blame anyone lo, but I think there isn't much chance of success already, regret ya, but can't be helped, that's the biggest regret provided by ns... but lesson learnt, need to plan properly, do anything while you still have chance haaaaaaaaaiz.
So my plan now is to save some school fees for uni during my ns life lo, it's workable wor lol... can save to around 2 semesters' school fees ba, that's the best that I can do for now already...
Fate.
Posted on 11/07/2010 08:05:00 PM